To answer this question, I opened my Morning Pages. All the answers were already written there. What is Morning Pages?
I start to write Morning Pages on 17th July 2018. In order to retrieve my lost creativity, I need to find it.
Put simply, the morning pages are the few pages of longhand writing, strictly stream of consciousness (personal diary) It meant to be the act of moving the hand across the page and writing down whatever comes to mind. All that angry, whiny, petty stuff that I write down in the morning stands between me and my creativity.
Its the primary tool of creative recovery. It gets me to the other side, the negative side of me. My blog supposed to be my ideal, positive thoughts. But Morning Pages are my fear, my weakness, my darkness.
Later, I will write more about this.