I haven’t write anything in the past few months. A lot of things happened. I found myself demotivated to write a post. Here I am. To pick up what’s left. I am not ready to talk publicly about what makes me stop from writing.

I barely started and I need to put most of my energy on that. I can not grab and control everything. Some of the things I need to loose it. I give myself 2 years to “build” it. Either I success or not, its depend on my effort I invested on it.

While waiting it successfully materialized, this is what I will do. I make some time to write anything even though I don’t feel like it. I felt sorry to myself because of lack of inspiration and focus. I will walk the talk. Though I have to take small steps towards it. A self reminder:


Β©Cha Niki. 2019